"You realize that even the noticing of a Realization is still being fixated in the past and in the mind -- so you learn how to relinquish the mind completely, in a most reckless kind of surrender, reckless but not chaotic, reckless in the sense of not looking for anchors anymore, not looking for security. You can live fully in your own spacious Abundance of Inwardness."
The event of 15.9
This evening there was an event in the Zen Center of San Francisco.
The Shakti was so strong that I am lack of appropriate words to describe what happend there.
It started with fire that spreaded all over my body. Every part of the body was trembling and the head was very hot.
Slowly I felt as if every part of my mind was dissolving in this light. Everything became light. Then uncontroled laughter came from nowhere, reality turned to be totally amusing, but there was still a little part of "me" that didn't want to become crazy in public (It makes me wonder when these limitations will dissolve too).
I wanted to tell David how intense it is, but couldn't talk. I felt completely paralyzed with those energies. It was not surprising that no one else could talk. The meeting ended with divine silence.
That Night
That night was the most powerful Darshan I have ever experienced, and I won't forget it. It was such a precious gift and I felt David revealed himself as the Self, God, Divine Mother and beyond. It was so sublime that I can't even describe it and trying to do so wouldn't even be right.
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It is interesting that beyond one's subjective receptivity, there is also a collective experience.
Collective consciousness
Yes. I feel the group consciousness is really happening these days and that it makes possible the deeper transmission David is giving us.
Shakti Frequency
Nice to see you here Genie. I also sense something different lately, as if the transmission became pure fire that penetrates the mind very rapidly.